What's a girl to do.....

Life is running right along like a steam engine for me right now, and I assume that is why I haven't been able to MAKE the time to write on my blogs OR on my stories. it could also be my fear is taking over, YET again, but I say it's time to kick it to the curb.

Work has been going very well and my managers spoke to me about becoming a lead...and we'll see if it happens for real this time...at THIS job. There really isn't anything I don't like about my job...except for lack of hours, but HOPEFULLY that will change and I can't start putting money aside for SEVERAL things. :)

I've seen quite a few movies as of late. Two of which I've been waiting on for MONTHS to see and they were incredible!!! "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2" and "Winnie the Pooh". I must say I loved both films and I've seen "Harry Potter" twice now and I could honestly see it again. LOL I really would like to see Pooh again also, it's so nice to take a fun filled journey back to my childhood with a lifetime friends. :)

My heart is torn on what it is I need to do....I might have done something I shouldn't have with a certain someone...and NO I will NOT name names. I'm not 100% sure if it was a mistake, but I can't go back now...and all I can do is wait(which if you know me you know how WELL I can do that).  You know those moments, when you've wished and prayed for something long enough, and then out of the blue it pops up like the white rabbit in "Alice in Wonderland"? Well that's happened to me, and the fact of the matter is....I'm horrified that I went about everything the wrong way, but then again...I overthink about as much as I think about Johnny Depp...which is A LOT! It's just my hearts desire is becoming closer and CLOSER and it brings more than butterflies to my stomach....it's a feeling I've NEVER felt before. I don't know what to do...I keep praying...and praying...and hoping that SOMETHING will happen....I guess I just need to give it MORE time. *sigh*

I'm hoping to find some time to write on my novel before work and the next two days while I'm off. It'll help keep my mind off of that certain someone. ;)
If you'd like to give me advice, I'm always up for it. :)

Tiffany Leigh